Wednesday, November 23, 2011


I just wish that you could be mine forever.
I know that you're not even mine right now.
But I just can't let you go.
I just can't forget you as easy as turning my hands.
It's not easy. It's fucking hard
& I don't think that i can.

I love you.
I don't know why.
I just love you.
I never love anybody (other than parents and God) this much before.
I don't know why.
You're different.

I know you ever hurt me, idk you feel it or not, but you did.
I know you have someone there.
I know I can't be with you.
But I always pray to God that you could be mine.

Everytime I miss you, I suddenly remember the times we had together.
I love your smile.
I love your laugh.
I love your smell.
I love how you act when you're with me.
I love every little thing about you.
I just love everything inside of you.

I know that we got to end this 'thing' asap
But everytime I got a chance to tell you, my heart just don't want to let you go. Either my mind. And everything in me just don't want to lose you.
But I have to.
I have to.

I don't want this to be more complicated.
I don't want you to lose the one that you love because of me.
I know you told me you love me.
And I have to do this because I love you. I really really do.
Like more than anybody could imagine.
Like more than anyone else in this world.

Gaaah, I'm tired.
I'm tired of this situation.
Well, I think, I'll end this soon.
If I'm strong enough to do everything without you :')
Stay strong, heart!

Thanks to 'YOU' for making me strong.
Thanks for making me realize everything.
Thank you :''''''''D


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